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يادتون میاد اون پدربزرگ يا مادربزرگ خيلی پير رو؟ شايد مادر مادربزرگتون بود، شايد هم پدر پدربزرگتون. بهش می گفتيد خانم جون يا آقا جون، عزيز جون يا آقا بزرگ. براتون شايد قصه می گفت، خاطره تعريف می کرد، از زمانی می گفت که بچه بوده. از دوران ناصرالدين شاه تعريف می کرد يا سال قحطی يا از اون سالی که تيفوس اومد. يادتون اومد؟

هيچوقت يادتون مياد که آقابزرگتون بهتون گفته باشه: «ما 2500 سال تاريخ داريم، ما فرزندان کورش و داريوشيم، ما ملت آريايی هستيم وو»؟

براتون شايد داستان تعريف می کرد، از رستم می گفت و از کيکاووس و اسفنديار و بيژن و رودابه و سياوش و افراسياب. از حسن کچل و کلب حسن و کک به تنور و تيس تيس مدتينا. نه؟

هيچوقت گفته بود:«ما ملت آريايی بوديم که مملکت پيشرفته ای داشتيم و همه کله بريانتين زده داشتيم و مشغل پيشرفت های آنچنانی بوديم در زير حکومت ساسانی و بعد همه چيز رو اين عرب های سوسمارخور اومدند و خراب کردند»؟

آقابزرگه هيچوقت احساس ضعف می کرد؟ فکر می کرد که همه زندگيش رو تلف کرده؟ که هرچيزی که توی زندگيش انجام داده و پدر و مادرش انجام دادند و بهش باور داشتند غلط بوده؟

فکر کنيد خودتون 50 سال ديگه تصميم داريد برای نوه و نتيجه خودتون همين حرف ها رو بزنيد. چقدر احساس می کنيد که به ملتی تعلق داريد که در تاريخ، راه غلط رو طی کرده؟ چقدر احساس می کنيد که چرا «اونها پيش رفتند و ما عقب مونديم»؟ چقدر اصرار خواهيد داشت که اسم پسرتون رو بگذاريد اردوان؟ چقدر احساس می کنيد که چی بوديم و چی شديم؟

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درست متوجه نشدم كه شما داري اين كارهاي پدربزرگهارو نفي ميكني يا تاييد ميكني يا مسخره؟ من عاشق اسمهاي ايراني هستم اگه روزي روزگاري ازدواج كردم و اگه ديوانه شدم و بچه دارشدم حتما دلم ميخواهد اسمش ايراني باشه

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شايد علت خوشبختيشون همين بوده! توي دنياي كوچيكي زندگي مي كردن كه اميد ها و آرزوهاشون اگه نه تو دنياي واقعي, توي قصه و افسانه پيدا ميشد.

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ببین قبل از اینکه خیلی اضحملال بری، من داشتم یک گزارش از اول قرن بیستم راجع به کار آلمانی ها در طاق کسری می خوندم. نوشته بود تیکه هایی از مرمر و کاشی رنگی و شیشه‌هایی با اثر آب طلا و غیره در محوطه پیدا کردن. تو می‌دونی اینا احیانا در کجا نگه داری می‌شن؟ یک سری مثل آرم دانشگاه تهران که ظاهرا در نیویورک هستن. اما این چیزهای رنگی خیلی برام جالبن. دوست دارم تصور کنم توش چه شکلی بوده. ظاهرا وضع خود ساختمان هم خیلی خرابه و سیلی در ۱۹۸۷ بیشتر تعمیرات رو شسته و برده.

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April 26, 2006

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